My first orgasm was from masturbating with a vibrator. I was completely unsuccessful doing it by hand because I would get frustrated quickly and just quit And no matter where I looked, I couldn’t find information to help me do it; I didn’t have the knowledge or language to even know where to look. But my lack of successful masturbating didn’t stop me from watching porn and reading tons of erotica…they just fell short of being as fulfilling as they could have been.
So almost as soon as I turned 18, I used my debit card and hunted online to buy a vibrator…well, more like a handful of vibrators. Okay, so I went a little overboard…a lot overboard. I bought a couple of vibrators that turned out to be too big for me to use at my inexperienced stage, but I also bought anal beads, an external butterfly vibrator, the bullet vibrator, vibrating panties, nipple suction cups, and what turned out to be my favorite: a ribbed, mini rabbit vibrator. If it’s not obvious, I was pretty horny. My first orgasm was masturbating with the external butterfly vibrator. It wasn’t like stimulating with fingers; it was much quicker than I thought it would be and it didn’t take much effort. It felt so incredibly good the whole time. I came pretty quickly and my orgasm actually surprised me. I had no clue what to expect, but it lasted a relatively long time and was decidedly awesome. When I finished, I turned the vibrator off because of oversensitivity and thought, ‘so, this is what it’s all about?’ It was a few months before I started masturbating successfully by hand, but the door to this experience had been opened.